The Lover by Marguerite Duras pages 75-117

Further in the book the French girl and the Chinese man met three years later, as soon as he saw her he went to talk to her but he was nervous as usual. To hide the nervousness he started smoking and asks her to come to his place. For some reason the French girl knew that this man that she love wasn’t only committed to one girl, he had many more. She was still a virgin at the time. She decided that she wanted to do something that she knew her mother was going to find out. At the time the man was thirty and she was eighteen but she didn’t really care he had everything that she was looking for in a man and plus he liked for who she was. After they had sex they realized that they didn’t really know each other. They started asking each other question. As the French girl started telling her story she quickly noticed the pity that he had for her and her family. She turned the question to the man and asks him. He explained to her his father’s fortune. Although they were falling in love the French girl knew that her mother and he elder brother wasn’t going to accept the fact that she is not in love with a white man. But in her mind what her mother didn’t know wouldn’t hurt her. They kept on seeing each other until she decided to tell her mother about him. She did everything that she could for her mother to like him. She made him look for the most popular restaurant so that the mother can see that he’s a rich man. Her mother didn’t care about the, she was disgusted by her daughter’s choice. She didn’t want her to see him anymore, so she checked her every day. Years later the Chinese man came to Paris and called him, nothing had changed between them.
"He still loved her, he could never stop loving her, that he'd love her until death."(Duras 117)
I like this quote because it show what kid of relation that the french girl had with the Chinese man. although her mother didn't support her decision he was still an important person in her life. she was never going to forget him; her first love' or he was never going to forget her.

The Lover by Marguerite Duras pages 1-75

The lover is about a French girl leaving with her single mother and her two brothers. She had an elder brother she hated and a little brother that she treated as if it was her child. She hated her mother because of the fact she didn’t have any say when it comes to her elder son. Since her mother was a single parent of three kids, her son was the only one that was giving her money. They were poor and were moving from door to door. The French girl was pressured to work hard in school to become something in life. That was what was expected of her and especially because her mother was a music teacher. She realizes that her life depended on her mother and her elder brother. Her mother and she always had conflicts about everything. It wasn’t long that she noticed that her mother was born mad; also she couldn’t understand why her mother was so frustrated with everything. She knew that her mother had friends from her childhood. She wanted a way to escape from her mother’s drama so she decided to look for a man that was going to love her for who she is. She also needed a man that was going to help her with her family. As soon as she saw the man she felt something, although she was fifteen at the time. They introduced themselves to each other.
"Everyone says you were beautiful when you were young, but i want to tell you i think you're more beautiful now than then." (Duras 1)
I like this quote because it already makes the reader interested in the book because it was one of the first sentence in the first place. it also reminded me of Things Fall Apart because the styling. It talk about the pass and changes to the Present.

The True History of Chocolate by Sophie and Micheal D Coe pages 203-266

The last few chapters that I have read were about the reason on why chocolate existed and the unreason. People could not remember the ancient regimes of the 18 century Europe without remembering what happened in1789 to France. For some reason, European and the North American populations were going at a rapid rate. It was not well understood, and while this entire people were poor some of them were not. Because of that, they saw a rapid rise in “consumerism”, number of small manufactures turning out vast quantities of goods, and also textiles for the houses. One of the reasons why everything was improving was because they had advance technology. It didn’t help the poors it only made the rich richer, and the poor poorer. One thing that the poor people enjoyed was pastry and sweets. Chocolate was one of their favorite. For at 28 centuries, chocolate had been a drink of the elite and rich. By the mid 20th century after Kerouac climbed the California mountain, chocolate had been transmuted into a solid food of the masses available everywhere. Van Houten’s wanted a breakthrough, so he decided to mix a blend of cocoa powder and sugar with melted cacao butter and warm water. The result of the chocolate bars was amazing, and this was how the first world’s first true eating chocolate.
“perhaps some day the world of premier chocolate making will return to the rich, delicious, concoction that gave so much pleasure to their lives” (Coe 266).
I agree with this statement because I feel like chocolate is not original anymore. Especially in this time of age, they add more sugar and milk and a little bit of cacao. That is why I feel that the only nation that is supposed to make chocolate is where it came from. It was the first recipe to a chocolate bar, why not just have one recipe rather than a hundred recipes.

The True History of Chocolate by Sophie and Micheal. D Coe page 115-203

The few chapters I read were about the crossing language barrier, crossing Medical barrier, and also the way chocolate conquered Europe. In the language barrier, military adventurers brought down the Aztec Empire, they’ve been able to deal with the terrifying Aztec military machine. They had to deal with whether to construct a new capital on the leftovers that once belonged to Tenochtitlan and maybe harnessing native labor on the newly founded land in New Spain. This was a very limited country; it was a kind of mix way of life took form. They had new words such as “Nahuatl” which stood for plants, animals, and even for previous dishes. Matching the creolization of the drink itself, chocolate’s preparation and consumption went through the same process of linguistic hybridization. After they undergone linguistic transformation, Spaniards were not discriminate anymore. In the medical barrier the European medical practice was the theory of disease and nutrition. It was originated by the classical Greeks and not to be put out in the west until the start of modern medicine and physiology in the first half of the 19 century. While cacao and chocolate had been discovered by Europeans of the renaissance, it was during the Baroque age that the beverage made its most successful journeys. It was in Baroque palaces and mansions of the wealthy and powerful that it was elaborated and consumed.
Gresham’s law states that “bad money drives out good.” (Coe 202)
One of the reason I like this quote is because it doesn’t only applies to chocolate or the books. It applies to everyone and especially the ones that let money control their thoughts and drives away the real personalities.

The True History of Chocolate by Sophie D. Coe and Micheal D.Coe pages 67-115

The following chapter is about the formation of the cacao and how it used to be useful to the Aztec. In the book Coe explains to us how there are many ways of making cacao into a beverage. They used substances such as sugar cane, rice, cinnamon, and black pepper that were introduced by the Spaniards. The most common drink that was made by the Spaniards was called Batido. There is still controversy on the subject among hieroglyph specialists, some of the classic Maya pottery texts suggest that the fresh beans and their pulp were exploited in some ways. Most books conclude by restating that chocolate and the remarkable tree from which it derives were thus not the invention of the Aztecs but base on what the Maya believes, the Mixe- Zoquean speaking Olmec.The Maya were the first who thaught the old world how to drink chocolate, and it was them who gave us the word "cacao". In times, the Spaniards for instance found themselves consuming less wheat and more maize, or absorbing "Nahuatl" words for local plants and animals into their own language. The poorest Spaniards married native women, while the wealthiest ones took them "concubines", so in Colonial Mexico the housewife was an Aztec. A new generation of Aztec was forming, it was the context in which chocolate was taken into the Colonial cuisine of New Spain and was eventually transplanted to Old Spain and the rest of Europe.
"Mesoamerican housewife never cooked with oils and fats. To make matters worse, cheese was totally absent from the native table (in fact they didn't even have tables). (Coe 110)
During their period the housewive were not able to cook with fats or oil and but why couldn't they cook with things that were fat and things that had oils in it?

The True History of Chocolate by Sophie and Michael D. Coe pages 35-67

Many people believed that chocolate was first discovered in Germany but in reality chocolate was first discovered by the Olmec. They were the first one that appreciated chocolate; they began cultivating cacao around 1500 BC. Although some people could not read some of the Olmec writings they assumed by the little writing that they could read that the secrets or the recipe to make chocolate was hidden in the symbols. The only ingredient they knew that chocolate had was cacao. During 1400 BC - 400 BC, the first civilization of the Americas, the Olmec of Mexico used cacao for chocolate drinks. It was highly regarded, a drink for the elite only. The word cacao, originally pronounced kakawa was reconstructed by linguists as a vocabulary item in proto Mixe-Zoquean family of languages, by about 1000 BC, at the very height of Olmec civilization. Before the ancestors of the classic Maya entered the Peten lower lands of northern Guatemala, cacao was only known as an exotic import. If they used it, they must have another name for it because cacao didn’t receive the word “cacao” until 400 BC and AD 100. to the Mixe-Zoquean speakers cacao meant domesticated Theobroma cacao. They donated the word and also they donated the substance as well.
"A work of great poetic beauty, it opens majestically with the creation of the cosmos and ends with the conquest and the oposition of Spanish rule" (Coe 41)
The writing of the Izapans were considered to be a beauty for the classic Maya. The Quiche Maya took this quote from the book of Counsel to show the transcription from a now-lost hieroglyphic original.

The true History of Chocolate by Sophie D. Coe and Michael D. Coe pages 1-35

So far The True History of Chocolate is about the beginning of how people find out about chocolate. But before the story started, the author (Michael D. Coe) gave an overview of how his wife (Sophie D. Coe) wanted to write a book about the history of chocolate but after being told that she was diagnose with cancer. She dedicated her last days to the book, but after writing almost two chapters she died. Her husband Michael worked from her thousands of pages of notes and spent the next six months writing it. this book involves Columbus, the Conquistadors, the fall of the Aztec Empire, the French Revolution and the Industrial Revolution. When first introduced to Europe, chocolate was only for the nobles, who endlessly debated it nutritional and medicinal properties. Because of the dominance of the Catholic Church, long debates were held as to whether or not chocolate were actually a food and whether eating it broke the fasting rules in place at the time.
"The first part of this particular binomial, the name of the genius to which cacao ( the chocolate tree) belongs, is from the Greek and means food of the gods" (Coe 18).
I like this quote because it shows the meaning that chocolate had for the Greeks. During that time chocolate was only eaten by the Gods although it wasn't really clear who the Gods were.

Bobby was happy when he move to portland. He was happy with his new life and was starting to accept the way he was and not the way he was pretending to be. David made him feel good and that was all we wanted. But it didn't too long to rapidly change. For bobby's birthday his mother sent him a sweater and brochures about aids, how aids was becoming the gay disease. Bobby was hurt, he realized that his mother was not going to accept him for what he is. So he decided to stop having what he use to call a mother and son relationship. After David and Bobby became partners, David started to cheating on Bobby. That was when his world turned upside down. Bobby realizes that he had no one in his life so he decided to take his own life away. When they heard of his death his mother started blaming everyone but herself. But later she realizes that it was mostly her fault for not accepting her son for who he was. Her and others tried to past law for homosexuals but they lost. After all she started supporting the gays and realizes that Bobbywas right all along

Prayers for Bobby by Leroy Aaron pages 157-264

Bobby was happy when he move to portland. He was happy with his new life and was starting to accept the way he was and not the way he was pretending to be. David made him feel good and that was all we wanted. But it didn't too long to rapidly change. For bobby's birthday his mother sent him a sweater and brochures about aids, how aids was becoming the gay disease. Bobby was hurt, he realized that his mother was not going to accept him for what he is. So he decided to stop having what he use to call a mother and son relationship. After David and Bobby became partners, David started to cheating on Bobby. That was when his world turned upside down. Bobby realizes that he had no one in his life so he decided to take his own life away. When they heard of his death his mother started blaming everyone but herself. But later she realizes that it was mostly her fault for not accepting her son for who he was. Her and others tried to past law for homosexuals but they lost. After all she started supporting the gays and realizes that Bobbywas right all along.
"I will go whereever i can to deliver that message. I worry, 'Am i spinning my wheels? Are the kids listening? Is it getting through to them that they are okay?' D'ont give up on love, that's what Bobby did." (Aaron 238)
One thing i like about this quote is that it shows Bobby's mother that love doesn't have a meaning to it, meaning you can love whoever you want to love. it doesn't matter if it's a guy or a girl. Although it took Bbby's death for her to realize it, she still making sure that no kids give up on love.

Prayers for Bobby

As I was watching Prayers for Bobby I realized that the camera was doing a lot of shifting to change the frame. When Bobby was having thoughts of killing himself in the beginning of the film the room was rotating in circle. This tells me that Bobbt was confuse about who he was and what he wanted to do to be normal again. As Bobby started getting comfortable he started changing the way he dressed and also his tone. His tone would change when he try to tell his mother that there was nothing she could do to change him and also when he would start crying, his voice became so much calmer sometimes. The music would change everytime Bobby was about to get himself in trouble or kill himself. In the middle of the movie before Bobby fell down a bridge the camera showed me a long shot looking downward. It showed how steep it was and how there was no chance for survival if Bobby decided to jumped. After watching the movie I really lile the fact that Bobby wasn'the only one that had obstical, his mother also had some obstacles that she was going through. She realizes that her son being gay wasn't a choice, and she wanted to prove to everyone that was against homosexual that it was okay to be gay and that God wou d love them no matter what.

Prayers for Bobby

When I was watching Prayers for Bobby I was really suprise of how the relationship with him and his mother was act out in the movie. I love how the director started the movie in a good matter because it showed me all the obstocals that Bobby had to go through since he find out he was not normal. In the beginning of the movie the light was shining over Bobby only. And it just shows that Bobby was everyone's favorite in the family especially a mama's boy, that was why when he told tshem that he was gay everyone kind of accepted but his mother. Throughout the movie Bobby's character shows the emotions and the frustration that he felt toward his mother. Each character had a way of taking what Bobby had to tell them. Some of them understood and some of them didn't know how it was possible especially because they knew it was a sin base on their faith. So since the movie is base on a true story, it made me think about the real people. also when I was watching the movie I realize that the movie had sevperal close up shot to show people the emotions of each charactors.

Prayers for Bobby by Leroy Aaron pages 105-157

Coming out wasn't the easiest thing to do in Bobby's eyes to be honest. He had to deal with his parents and especially his mother looking at him diffrently. After he told his family that he was a homosexual Bobby quickly became a project that had to be fixed. He was raised by a very religious family, homosexual was known as a sin. I knew that being gay meant that he wouldn't be with his family in the after life. And he wanted to be so badly,that was why he tried almost everything that his mother wanted him Toronto such as going to a psychiatrist, going to sunday lesson and doing a bunch of other things that was not even necessary. Bobby felt alone no one understood what he was going through. He couldn't even act like himself anymore around his mother and everyone else. He had move to Portland for two months with his cousin. He wanted to figure out the person that he became.while he was living in Portland he met someone, someone that made him few good about who he truly was but yet he was still uncomfortable accepting the fact that he was gay.
"If I could only know that it gets easier afterward. But it's just so hard" (Aaron's 119)
Bobby thought that telling his parents that he was gay was the hardest part but actually after coming out to your parents is the most second hardest thing he had to do. Now he had to come out to the world and for Bobby that difficult.

Prayers for Bobby by Leroy Aaron pages 1-105

The book Prayers for Bobby started with a summary of the protagonist. It showed Bobby coming of age and how him being gay started in the beginning. It all started on his grandmother's birthday, they were having a barbeque for her. At first Bobby was the kind of person that didn't really accept himself for whom he's really was. So he would try to have a girlfriend and dump them afterward. Bobby was very good at what he used to do although he felt bad for the girls, he would make them fall in love with them. His mother never saw that he was pretending this whole time actually she never saw that Bobby was different. It was actually the opposite. To her Bobby was the perfect son, he was smart, he was good looking and he loves his family unconditionally. That was one of the main reason why Bobby was having second thought about coming out to his family. Finally one day Bobby decided to tell his older brother what was troubling him. He finally told him that he was gay although Bobby knew that his brother felt immediately awkward after. He made his brother promise not to tell but it wasn't about telling or not to tell his parents, it was about what they were going to say after they knew.
"Bobby, it doesn't matter what it is. I'm never going to stop loving you." (Aarons 74)
The main reason why I liked this quote is because at first Ed Bobby's brother was telling him how much he loves him but after he was told that his brother was you could feel Bobby and Ed being apart from each other.